Friday, May 18, 2012
Trapped in the struggle between the head and the heart
First time in this place...and I'm not sure where to start
I've been overcome with feelings that continue to grow
I tried to hide them but now it's impossible for it not to show
The fellas told me that I would soon fall
Headed for a relationship where I'd have to give it my all
Am I ready to truly to be a one woman man?
I thought the objective was to get as many women as you can?
But she's different. Funny and mad cool. Very different from the others
Kind, warm, and gentle...my kinda lover
But I'm ready to take that next step to be her man?
To be involved with a woman who expects me to give her all that i can
I don't know if that's me. Is that what I'm supposed to be?
But I can't seem to shake the way she makes me feel. It's strange
Heart racing...sweaty palms...loss of breath. Maybe I'm going insane
I don't know why this choice is so tough for me
I'm changing inside and out. But it's something I can't see
No, I'm not ready
Me? Going steady?
It's tough because I don't want to give her the bad news
And her smile and friendship I don't want to lose
Maybe I should do it. It can't be that bad
It beats the hell out of walking around looking sad.
So what should I do?
Shit...I wish I knew...